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15 February 2012 @ 10:05 am
Fucking Glee  
Wow, this is weird, posting on LJ. It's been so long. I just need to get some things out and not on Tumblr.

I. Am. So. Fucking. Screwed.

Klaine. So screwed. I am way way way too emotionally invested in that couple. And I can hear the fucking warning bells wailing in my ear. RIB+ are going to fuck with them and ruin everything. I just can't hope for the fucking best anymore. It's going to happen. And I am going to be wrecked. And there's nothing I can do about it because it's too late to pull back and not give a fuck. I care too much about them as a couple and this. will. not. end. well.

I can't watch the next episode live. I can't. I need to know what happens first. I need to know the worst. And I'm prepared for the very worst. Well, no I'm not, but I'm expecting it. I'm making plans for the hiatus. Ways to distance myself in the two months before the last leg of this season. I don't know if I'm coming back in season 4. If the worst should happen...probably not. Maybe I'll do what I did with the second half of season 3 of Robin Hood. Follow the fandom to find out what happens, watch a few clips, read fanfic to fix everything they fuck up. Forget the canon and go to my happy place and remember the good times.

But the emotional wreck is coming no matter what. Because I don't trust the writers with these characters AT. ALL. It's going to happen, it's just a matter and how and when. Please be soon rather than later so I can fucking just get it over with.

Wow. Fucking Glee. Glee. Out of all the dark shows I've watched, all the doomed couples I've shipped, it is a show named Glee that will do the most emotional damage.

Godfuckingdammit.
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lucie caboosiewhenidance on February 15th, 2012 03:25 pm (UTC)
I am SO in the same boat. My god.

I'm avoiding Tumblr for the next week. I just. can't. deal with the spec. I know it's going to happen, I know it's going to be bad, and I'm going to wrap up all my fic during hiatus so if I have to peace out for real after 3x15, I can.

It's not even what happened last night. If that's all that happened, I would be FINE but like you said, I DO NOT TRUST THE WRITERS TO DO THIS WITHOUT RUINING MY BOYS.

I hate this goddamn show so much.
tray_lordtray_lord on February 15th, 2012 04:08 pm (UTC)
Yeah, I might be taking a break from tumblr too. Holy shit. Wow, now that more popular blogs are following me...wow, like, I was just told I was whinning and called spoiled. Just. Not a good morning for me at all right now.
lucie caboosie: DARREN: H2$whenidance on February 15th, 2012 04:09 pm (UTC)
WHAT.

ugh. see, shit like this is what makes me hate fandom. so, so much.