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15 February 2012 @ 10:05 am
Fucking Glee  
Wow, this is weird, posting on LJ. It's been so long. I just need to get some things out and not on Tumblr.

I. Am. So. Fucking. Screwed.

Klaine. So screwed. I am way way way too emotionally invested in that couple. And I can hear the fucking warning bells wailing in my ear. RIB+ are going to fuck with them and ruin everything. I just can't hope for the fucking best anymore. It's going to happen. And I am going to be wrecked. And there's nothing I can do about it because it's too late to pull back and not give a fuck. I care too much about them as a couple and this. will. not. end. well.

I can't watch the next episode live. I can't. I need to know what happens first. I need to know the worst. And I'm prepared for the very worst. Well, no I'm not, but I'm expecting it. I'm making plans for the hiatus. Ways to distance myself in the two months before the last leg of this season. I don't know if I'm coming back in season 4. If the worst should happen...probably not. Maybe I'll do what I did with the second half of season 3 of Robin Hood. Follow the fandom to find out what happens, watch a few clips, read fanfic to fix everything they fuck up. Forget the canon and go to my happy place and remember the good times.

But the emotional wreck is coming no matter what. Because I don't trust the writers with these characters AT. ALL. It's going to happen, it's just a matter and how and when. Please be soon rather than later so I can fucking just get it over with.

Wow. Fucking Glee. Glee. Out of all the dark shows I've watched, all the doomed couples I've shipped, it is a show named Glee that will do the most emotional damage.

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_makeachange: hp: dracothrow_makeachange on February 15th, 2012 11:19 pm (UTC)
I think all of you have pretty much covered it, but when that happened last night it felt like someone reached inside of me and gripped my heart with one hand and stomach with the other and squeeezed. And not in a good way. And I thought I'd be safe on tumblr because I don't follow that many people, but they keep reblogging it. And yeah, it's with their thoughts and opinions on how it's a terrible idea and Kurt loves Blaine, etc. But I really don't want to see that. Especially because I just ended a relationship with someone who reminded my friends and I of Karofsky.

I love our boys, I really do, and all of the lovely scenes, etc. that we get, but I think this is why I tend to not ship ships that are canon. Or at least popular. I think the last time I did was Joan of Arcadia and TPTB completely f-ed us over and sent us all on emotional roller coasters after that complete character assassination. I maintain that that's why the show tanked so soon after that.

I told a customer at work today (a regular) all about it and he doesn't even watch Glee and his words were, "Why the hell would they do something like that and completely blindside everyone? I'm sure people have gone through similar things and they shouldn't just spring it on people like that."